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What Farscape Character are you?

Advertising for new members for the writing group--we're down to three, and we know each other very well. We need new blood. So far we've had one response. Eep. Not going about this right, apparently. We only need two or three, but they do need to "fit", in dedication, in humor, warmth, willingness to work, and laugh, and listen. And I suppose, they need to fit politically, too. Which I'd rather not think about, but it is a factor. This is too much like work. I told the others if they get tired of carrying me, my coming to meetings empty-handed, they're to tell me.

I thought I felt a thought stirring earlier today, but it slipped away unrealized. I think I'm way past panic over this, into numb. And I really don't know what to do about it. A class sounds good, but they won't have any more of those till fall.

And I have to find a job--just part time, not particularly high paying. Retail, probably, oh joy. But we're not making it on DH's paycheck, and I'm tired of feeling like a parasite. I've submitted a few applications, but no responses. Ageism is alive and well in the US of A.

What do I want? A nap. A nice, long nap.

(no subject)

What Farscape Character are you?

Advertising for new members for the writing group--we're down to three, and we know each other very well. We need new blood. So far we've had one response. Eep. Not going about this right, apparently. We only need two or three, but they do need to "fit", in dedication, in humor, warmth, willingness to work, and laugh, and listen. And I suppose, they need to fit politically, too. Which I'd rather not think about, but it is a factor. This is too much like work. I told the others if they get tired of carrying me, my coming to meetings empty-handed, they're to tell me.

I thought I felt a thought stirring earlier today, but it slipped away unrealized. I think I'm way past panic over this, into numb. And I really don't know what to do about it. A class sounds good, but they won't have any more of those till fall.

And I have to find a job--just part time, not particularly high paying. Retail, probably, oh joy. But we're not making it on DH's paycheck, and I'm tired of feeling like a parasite. I've submitted a few applications, but no responses. Ageism is alive and well in the US of A.

What do I want? A nap. A nice, long nap.